Well, I can compose poetry on this topic. I feel an excruciating pain in my heart due to loneliness. Now, it isn’t that guys haven’t approached me in the past 3 years. I got several proposals to be in a relationship but because I had just broken up that time so I wasn’t ready so I declined them. Now coming back to the point.
Being single means you can’t put your head on someone’s shoulder, you can't cry in his arms and dampen his shirt with your tears, you can’t hold his hands, you don’t have someone to say ‘shona, babu, darling, munchkins, honeybuns etc’ you don’t have someone to cuddle tightly. You don't have someone to share your deepest thoughts and wildest desires with. You don’t have someone to spend some quality time with as in romantic time.
It hurts a lot. It pains my soul to feel so empty. The emptiness kills me. I want to fill the cup of my life with heaps of love. I want all the aforementioned romantic things to happen with me. There is noone to see the beauty in you even when you're a little messy. There is noone to call you beautiful or pretty or compliment your clothes or personality. There is noone to appreciate your virtues. There is noone to console you when you're sad, there is noone who will take your tantrums and still love you. So, it hurts the most because i want to lie my head on a handsome and intellectual guy’s strong shoulders. There are nights I cry my heart out to loneliness. I know somewhere I have chosen to be aloof and single but the reason was to rather remain single than be in a casual fling or temporary infatuated relationship. I’d rather be loved truly, deeply, madly and be his universe for life than be one of his timepass girlfriends.
So, being single brings heartache but it also signifies freedom to do, say and wear what you like. I know how to make my man feel special like a King because I’m a creative person and a writer. It is better to wait for the right person than get stuck in the quagmire of flings. I’m a one man woman who would settle for a loving and loyal man and do the same in return.
Being single means you can’t put your head on someone’s shoulder, you can't cry in his arms and dampen his shirt with your tears, you can’t hold his hands, you don’t have someone to say ‘shona, babu, darling, munchkins, honeybuns etc’ you don’t have someone to cuddle tightly. You don't have someone to share your deepest thoughts and wildest desires with. You don’t have someone to spend some quality time with as in romantic time.
It hurts a lot. It pains my soul to feel so empty. The emptiness kills me. I want to fill the cup of my life with heaps of love. I want all the aforementioned romantic things to happen with me. There is noone to see the beauty in you even when you're a little messy. There is noone to call you beautiful or pretty or compliment your clothes or personality. There is noone to appreciate your virtues. There is noone to console you when you're sad, there is noone who will take your tantrums and still love you. So, it hurts the most because i want to lie my head on a handsome and intellectual guy’s strong shoulders. There are nights I cry my heart out to loneliness. I know somewhere I have chosen to be aloof and single but the reason was to rather remain single than be in a casual fling or temporary infatuated relationship. I’d rather be loved truly, deeply, madly and be his universe for life than be one of his timepass girlfriends.
So, being single brings heartache but it also signifies freedom to do, say and wear what you like. I know how to make my man feel special like a King because I’m a creative person and a writer. It is better to wait for the right person than get stuck in the quagmire of flings. I’m a one man woman who would settle for a loving and loyal man and do the same in return.
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